Life has no smooth road for any of us; and in the bracing atmosphere of a high aim the very roughness stimulates the climber to steadier steps, till the legend, over steep ways to the stars, fulfills itself.
W. C. Doane

Saturday, August 28, 2010

A vent with a lesson.

Yes,I have Epilepsy. But,that's not everything that I am. I'm smart. I have braces. I'm beatuiful. I laugh at almost everything :). I'm akward mostly when I dance and other things. I turn bright red when I'm nervous.I'm creative  I'm in love with Hello Kitty. I like to make people smile. I'm bowlegged . I'm not like most girls. Most people in fact.All in all I'm diffrent.But, that's not your problem to worry about. That's nobody's problem. Execpt my parents. Geez lousie. I wish that people would stop worrying about me. Trying to use epilepsy against me does not work sweethearts. I may get quite. But, I build my bridges pretty quickly and I get over things fast.  When, I first was diagnosed with Epilepsy I was ashamed. Then it hit me. Why am I ashamed. It's just something God gave me to make  me stronger. So, my head will always be high. This is my vent with a lesson.:)






Friday, August 27, 2010

Yay! I'm back.

 For a minute I no longer had a blog. Google removed it. Now, I'm back and better than ever of course! C:
Well,first day of high school...it was okay. I'm not to excited about transitioning in the hallways. It is hectic. Everybody is rushing, some stop and chat,and other stuff. Then,people are so rude.They step on the back of my flip-flop then get mad when I stop and look at them. Oh,really! Lunch is great! Delicious.It would be better if I didn't have 4th lunch(that's the very last lunch of the day) both A and B day. Another thing to throw in the mix, I have three P.E's. My schedule is messed up...but, I don't want to change it. I'm already used to this schedule.If I change it then everything else will be changed. I need to sleep on it a little more.In the end I think I do really like it (high school).It's just a lot to get used to. Hmm...Well,thats it for now.Toddles.:)

Sunday, August 22, 2010

hhhmmm

This past wednesday I had a  seziure. So my medicne was bosted up. I am now takeing 3 pills in the morning and 3 at night of Trileptal so,in total I am taking 1800 mg a day. (Gasp!) That's alot. But, in other news I am done gathering reasearch on my Epilepsy post. I'm going to type it out before school starts so, you actually see it. Because once school start i'm going to forget about it. It should be on here soon.  I say so alot. :)Speaking of school. I START HIGHSCHOOL TOMOROW.OHEMGEE!WOAH!I'M GROWING UP. It seems like yesturday Daja and I were terribley writing in my diary about ducks in Pre-school. Now,highschool. I can barely breath or find my bus stop. That's funny right. On the first day of sixth grade after school I got off the bus at the wrong stop. Geesh. So, I called my dad to pick me up.I love my dad .   Middleschool was okay so I hope Highschool is awesome. Well,that's it for now. Wish me luck. Bye :)








Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Future plans.

Well, at the moment I am watching Real World and typing this. I would like to let everyone know what my future plans for this blog and my LIFE are. Along with telling  y'all about events  ,seziures and my life, I would like to bring to light reasearch ,information and things around this nature about epilepsy. Right now  I am gathering research and typing a post about Epilepsy it's self. I've found some awesome websites and I can't wait to share them with you guys! :) Now, concering my life as I mentioned before I am about to start highschool. I am nervous but, ready. I'm ready to really concentrate on my classes so, I get good grades. And,that will be no easy task. :/ When, I grow up I would like to be a Pediatric Neroulogist. Lots of school for me. In the end it will all be worth it. Thanks for reading. :) Goodnight.

Good Morning to all!

Good morning,

I had a great night seziure wise(i didn't have a seziure[just for tyler]). This morning I woke up realizing that I did nothing really this summer. Most of it was spent staying home on the phone and tv.Oh, and I went to the beach and my Granny Dea's house and a Family reunion.  Yhea, I got mucho sleep. But, I didnt have that much fun. A laugh here and there at a show I watched. So,now I would like to cram as much as I can into the small week I have left. I'm going to start highschool next week! :) I am both nervous and excited. I have to figure out how to get there though. I have no idea where my bus stop is. Yikes! Also,Yesturday my great Unlce passed away. :( I thought he would be okay when I last saw him.... R.I.P Uncle Gaines.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Omg!

This is for Gigi:

Gigi is doing my hair(painfuly I might add). Well the power went out a few minutes or hours ago. I loose track of time when I'm having a wonderful time/day. Last night wasnt as wonderful. I had a seziure. Well,it wasn't an all the way seziure. When I'm about to have a seziure my 5 senses act  up. My vison and hearing mostly. So,that's what happened. I felt like I was going to have a seziure. I didn't have a seziure though. But, it was enough to cause panic through my house. That's just it everyone but me was paniced. I don't think it's a big deal. Maybe that's becase I'm not awake when this happens. I don't really see what is happening. Well, long story short I went straight to sleep afterwards. I woke up early. Surfed the internet untill the power went out. Which brings me to this mintue. With Gigi. She was doing my hair. It's nice. That's all I have for the moment. Bye. :)
P.S: LOok out for GiGi's Blog:http://livinitupwithgigihoff.blogspot.com/

Monday, August 16, 2010

Hey there!

My name is Nikole.
I'm 14 years young.For some reason you have been brought to my blog. :)And this is my first post.On june 16th I had my first seziure. It happened to be at school. (I attended KIPP  so this was during the summer session.) An ambulance was called,a scence was caused. Well, that's how I felt. I was so out of it as I was rushed to the local Children's hospital , I told one of the EMT's he was cute. I recived major support as I spent the night at the Emergency room : My school college counsler stayed with me, My dad and his employees , My mom and most of the people at the hospital , my friends, and my little brother. I was still majorly embaressed! Yet, I still put on a brave face. I was lucky that my mom used to work in the Neurology department. I was able to get a quick appointment. My parents thought  that this would be my first and only seziure. But, before I even made it to my appointment I had another seziure. :/ During , my appointment i was diagnosed with Epilepsy. This was a major blow for me. This made me very self conscious. I was also supper worried. I stayed up many nights worrying. It has taken me awhile but i'm not as worried or self conscious as I was at the start. Bringing us to the reason I made this blog.  This blog is to help raise awarness about epilepsy and to help children and adults with epilepsy. By telling my story and more.